A Copy of Badass Leonardo Da Vinci’s Roaring Lion 5-11-24
LOOK, I’m as imperfect as the next self-proclaimed believer of Jesus, but I am PRAYING and PURSUING and CONSUMING things by fellow believers to encourage and influence me to make better decisions. I was listening to a homemaker talk about scripture and being prayerful, having a routine in order to greet her little ones with a smile when they wake up. To not just be free wheeling all the time, but have a routine in place and follow it as such, which is in the Bible. People arose early to get their day started, and she encourages to prepare the start of a day the night before. All good things, and things I need to do myself.
I cleaned my apartment, swept and put things in their proper place and threw things away and feel sooo much better. Cleaning really does make you feel good after. You forget until you actually experience it first hand, words and videos and all that can only do so much. You just have to experience life itself, for yourself. I am noting this to myself, BTW. I ain’t trying to preach or teach, I’m just posting these for my own reassurance and reminder. And perhaps, to encourage someone.
Anyway, I’ve been literally drawing, recording and reciting poetry all day. I read out loud the Love Song of J Alfred Prufrock by T.S. Eliot. I forgot how LONG that poem is, but there are so many good lines in it:
Would it have been worth while,
To have bitten off the matter with a smile,
To have squeezed the universe into a ball
To roll it towards some overwhelming question,
To say: “I am Lazarus, come from the dead,
Come back to tell you all, I shall tell you all”—
IDK. I need to meditate on SCRIPTURE. I want to be blessed with a Christian husband. But I honestly haven’t a clue if that’s in the cards for me. I don’t want to spend life longing, and enjoy the season of solitude, but it’s been a long season, and I know I am delaying things by holding onto the past. Anyway, I’m going on a random tirade at this point and will take these matters to God. It’s been a strange day but I feel blessed and happy to have gotten drawings drawn and cleaning done.
As always, thanks for reading, be well and be blessed!
Peace! ✌️✨